About Me
Hello! My name is Ella. I’m 17 years old and I live in Toronto, Ontario, Canada.
I’ve been struggling with weight, and weight loss for over 5 years. I’m not sure how it all started. My doctor seems to believe it’s cause my parents got divorced, but I’m almost positive thats not why. I also have depression and am a self harmer, but i doubt I’ll post anything about that too much.
Some more facts about me are that I’m a lesbian, I’m single and I just recently got out of a two year relationship. It has been the hardest, most emotional roller coaster for me. Needless to say she has contributed majorly to my depression over the time we were together, but I believe that I have become a much stronger person as a result. I’ve just recently joined myself in a new circle of friends. This has seriously increased my “happy level” lol. I usually don’t let people get to close to me too much, but I’ve been trying really hard lately to open myself up.
I have an alright-ish, broken family. My parents divorced when i was young. My mom has custody of me. I don’t like my mom very much, but i love my dad. He is the greatest guy I know and always has a smile on, though he has been through a lot in life.
Another thing about me is that I’m an amazing cook, and i love food. Which doesn’t help my ED at all. When i graduate from high school I’d like to go to university and peruse writing. My backup plan is to be a chef. And yes, I’m aware of the irony.
Little Things
I hate when people walk up escalators, and when they don’t say please when asking for something. I hate gold curtains, carpets, dolphins, coconuts, when there are no batteries in the house, wallpaper, people who have matching everything, the color purple, the word moist, purses, red meat, people who chew with their mouth open, brown eyeliner, and when band-aids don’t stick properly.
I love summer nights, getting flowers (especially roses), and the smell of newspaper. I love coffee, tea, the color orange, girls, inside jokes, red doors, studded belts, leather jackets, indie music, pink electronics, brown eyes, sweat pants, big fluffy teddy bears, giraffes, Wednesdays, scented candles,red lipsticks, people who always smile, my dad, painting, fuzzy socks, makeup, new books, polka dotted umbrellas, Joseph Gordon Levitt, rainy days, hockey, people who whistle in public, Autumn, paper bags, cozy sweaters, street performers, random smiles, backpacks, sitting on park benches, willow trees, concerts, dubstep, button up shirts, skins, Vampire Diaries, LIGHTS, red balloons, scary movies, pizza, glow in the dark stars & old books.
My favorite television shows are (in order)
1.skins UK
2.vampire diaries
3.skins USA
4.how i met your mother
5.the L word
6.american dad
7.family guy
As far as music goes, i generally listen to everything… like EVERYTHING. There’s not a genre of music that I don’t have on my ipod. My main two genres that I’m into right now are Indie and Rock.
Here’s some bands I like
Sia, Mumford and Sons, The Runners, Seabright, This Providence, dubstep, Ra Ra Riot, Arcade Fire, Depeche Mode, 3 Doors Down, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The xx, The Who, White Stripes,White Lies,We The Kings,We Are Scientists,Florence and the Machine,LIGHTS,Before The Dawn,Artist vs Poet,The Hives, Injury sheets,The Veronicas,The Velvet Underground,Vampire Weekend,Interpol,Hit The Lights,The Hint,Hellogoodbye,Hello Saferide,Headlights,Haste The Day,Halloween, Alaska,The Guess Who,Grizzly Bear,Takka Takka,t.A.T.u.,Tegan and Sara,Tenth Avenue North,Three Days Grace,The Ting Tings,Tokyo Hotel,Tokyo Police Club,The Tragically Hip,The Trews,The Troggs,Two Tongues,Underoath,Grand Funk Railroad,Goodnight Sunrise,Goo Goo Dolls,The Georgia Satellites,Frank Sinatra,Forever The Sickest Kids,Foals,Flyleaf,A Fine Frenzy,Fat Segal,Fallbrooke,Every Avenue,Evanescence,Escape The Fate,Eels,The Earlies,Eagles of Death Metal,The Eagles,Duck Duck Goose,Divided by Friday,Demi Lovato,Death Cab for Cutie,A Day To Remember,Dave Matthews Band,Dashboard Confessional,Dance Gavin Dance,Dananananaykroyd,Cute Is What We Aim For,The Cure,The Cribs,Copeland,Cobra Starship,The Classic Crime,The Clash,The Cinematics,Choir of Young Believers,Cat Power,BRING ME THE HORIZON,Boys Like Girls,Bob Marley,The Black Lips,Bishop Allen,Between the Trees,Between the Buried and Me,Ben Folds,Beruit,The Beatles,Before Their Eyes,Bat For Lashes,The Bangles,Band of Skulls,Band of Horses,Backseat Goodbye,Avenged Sevenfold,Augustana,As Cities Burn,Arctic Monkeys,Aqualung,Antsy Pants,Anna Nalick,Animal Collective,All Time Low,Action Action,Aberfeldy,The Academy Is…,Gregory and the Hawk,Crystal Castles,Phoenix.
Total congrats to anyone who read all this! :P
